Having a dream

My friends always want me to jump, but I can`t…I`m too afraid. We just moved from Boston to California, since my dad accepted a job offer of a big insurance company. I directly liked California, the beach, my new school and 24 hours of sunshine. Already on my first day of school I met new friends and everything was perfect, but now, a few days later, my new friends start acting so weird. They told me I would have to prove my courage to become a real part of their group. From that moment on I have not spoken a word to them anymore. I don`t need those friends who want me do things I am afraid of. I am sure I will find true friends soon.
I hate my boss and her demanding character. Just recently I supposed a more effective working program to her but she thoughtlessly made fun of it. It is her company, she told me, so we would have to do whatever she wants us to do. In addition, we now have to call her “Boss” and not “Mrs. Johnson” any longer. I don`t like it but I better get used to it soon, because I like my job and don`t want to lose it only for being disrespectful to my boss.
I can`t see any hope, I`m surrounded by darkness. I grew up in a world where people always told me what to do, what to think and how to behave; I never could fulfill my own dreams. I saw the other kids of my neighborhood playing with their friends on the street, laughing and joking around; I wish I could have been one of them. Now that I am an adult I am wondering how it is to be normal, to be a person with own feelings and thoughts. The first time I started fighting for a dream I had ended up in a personal tragedy, I just couldn`t say “No” any longer after a while; this tore me down and I hide myself in my room for several weeks. Last night I saw a beautiful woman, I directly fell in love with the way she looked at me. People, however, told me she would never date a guy like me, a loser! I want to see her again, but maybe they are right and I AM a loser. What shall I do?
Everybody has a dark side, even the calmest. Nobody could ever deny that he/she has been angry in his life before and was thinking about doing something that is against one`s morality and social norms. Life is too short and of too much value to waste it by having bad and violent thoughts; everything is just too real. Dreams, however, are led by your imagination. Nobody can remember the beginning of a dream, one is always directly in the middle of a dream. When dreaming everything seems so real, only when waking up one realizes that it was just a dream, still beautiful, but just a dream.
Having an older sister is great, they are loving and caring. As to them younger sisters learn easily how it is to treat somebody with respect and also have somebody to rely on in bad times. But even older sister cannot live your life for you and fulfill your dreams. They can help you, but in the end you still have to take care of your own business and that things go the right way. This is why being self-confident and self-responsible is as important as being respectful to your friends as well as to the people around you.
A hand under my bed…something is wrong! This sentence already creates tension. This is what makes language and writing beautiful, one does not need a picture to express feelings, whether those feelings are good or bad ones. You buy a book and the first thing you pay attention to is the language being used. In many cases you stop reading a book because you didn`t like the way the story was written it. Writing: The other way of telling a good story without using pictures or short movie scenes.